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Saturday, April 10, 2010/12:37 AM

IM BACK FROM ABE FOC' 10/11 CAMP! :D

omg.

Totally didn't regret attending the camp.
Cause I wasn't the only 1 that came alone :DD

It lastest 4days3nights.

First day was quite boring.
The only interesting one would be...
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blind mice!

crawl mud..
painted faces...
"spa" with ...

But, overall is awesome.

Ohyah,but there's this senior that I dont like.
Kept asking us do stupid stuff.
& when I say stupid...

I REALLY MEAN STUPID! -.-

okay, moving on...

My group was awesome.
Though they're not very lively at first.
BUT..... later part of the day was alright :D

The most enjoyable activity would be the telematch ?
The most interesting activity would be the clubbing one ?

This camp I had learn lots more new cheer, ice breaking games & etc...
Is one of the most memorable camp I ever went :D

Dear came & fetched me home.
Lovely :D

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what a failure
Thursday, April 1, 2010/5:01 PM

I think I'm such a failure.

I need to do some self-reflection.

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ROM, SP, THOUGHTS
Wednesday, March 31, 2010/12:33 AM

I've lost touch with blogger for quite sometime...

#1.Sister ROM

#2.Singapore Poly

#3.DEEP IN MY HEART

Had been going out almost everyday.
Thats why Im being banned from going out today. :(
sobsob.

#1.Sister ROM
The most recent occassion should be my sister ROM[28th March].
Went to Thaipan restaurant. ((:
The place looked quite vintage & I like it alot. ^^

The room was well-decorated with red balloons.
Actually they still had another reason behind it .....
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They asked everyone to write down their blessing to the couple on the balloon.
So I wished them BE HAPPY & STAY HEALTHY.
+++ SWEET SWEET LOVE FOREVER <3>

Hmm, proceed to outside to let our balloon fly up to the sky (:

How beautiful...

Then my sister throw her bouquet for her sister(s) to catch. & unfortunately I caught it.
[felt rather guilty fighting it over with people much MATURE than me :/ ]

I looked super shocked & U.G.L.Y then.

I tried to hit the bouquet away from me,
BUT I failed.
[Reaction slow, bouquet heavy, blahblahblah.....]

Followed by "yam seng"

Then buffet :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
[long awaited. Damn hungry. :x]

Up next, photograph session by Mr Png.
THANKS.
&
H.S.H :D

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#2.Singapore Poly
Gosh,
school is starting soon.
So not prepared. :/

I'm still wondering if I should go for school camp on the 4th- 8th april.
How?

I didn't receive any phone/email/sms/anything regarding to the camp.

I'm worried...

Went to Singapore Poly yesterday.

I think I saw people camping there...
Like playing station games?

Similar to Soapy maths...
I can't imagine myself playing that when I last did that on my 13th.
Zzzz.

I saw the campers running around the school.
With the "PSL" giving timing to them like "10, 9, 8...." just to make them run faster.

OMG!

It gonna be really embarassed doing all these at the age of 17 I guessed.
:/

BUT HOW?
I paid for the camp le. :/

OHYAH!!!
I found out something REALLY COOL....

Last saturday,
I went to some HDB building directly opposite temasek poly to help my sister collect stuff.

&&&
I just realised that the trip from Hougang to TP is approximately 1hour!

WHICH MEANS.....

Is around the same timing for me to travel from Hougang to SP.

Wooohoooooo~
I FELT DAMN RELIEVE! xDD

& The last thing I'm pretty concern is getting a Part Time job.
Noone understand how much I want to get a job now.
:/
Is good for experience & also extra allowance for myself.

I really don't know.

Maybe I should wait for school to start & take a look at my time table then decide.
Maybe I work for at most 6 months?
The most important thing is.......

I MUST BE ABLE TO COPE. JYs le.

When I'm very sure that I can cope well.
No one can stop me for working, not even my mum.

Because of one reason, "I know myself BEST". (:

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#3.DEEP IN MY HEART

Like what I said, I had been going out very often recently.
& Of course many things had happen.

& There's something which make me really really depressed.

No one knows about it except png.

No one stands in my shoe.

No one understands.

I can only put on a mask & smoke through.

Trying to avoid won't help at all.

I've to face it,
& understand it never gonna be the same anymore...

I once ask myself will it be the same?

I didn't have any answer.

But now...

It was he/she/them that make me even sure of the answer is no.

Never the same.

He/She/They had no idea how I felt that moment.

Now then I realised how hard it is to be a leader.

I was once a leader,

but I never knew I failed that badly.

A leader job wasn't easy,

leading a group of friends/people...

It's really hard to satisfy each & everyone needs.

& when troubles come,

everyone will be pointing their fingers at the leader,

blaming he/she.

HOW UNFAIR?

In the first place, everyone in the team plays a part.

Everyone is responsible & expected to help the leader.

An old saying state that:

"When you are pointing finger at others,

you have four other fingers pointing at yourself."

Simple reasoning,

Am i right?

From now on,

I don't think I wish to be a leader anymore.

UNLESS, necessary.

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Many happenings, happy & sad.

But if you ask me to forget about the unhappiness.

I will not do it.

Because what had happened, already did.

It's worth remembering it.

signing off @ 2.54am.

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Friday, March 19, 2010/3:21 AM

Hweemay,

you're too naive.

Why do you believe in people easily?

WAKEUP!

STOP BEING A DUMB ASS.

NOT THIS TIME.

[blame yourself]

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Tuesday, March 2, 2010/4:06 PM

#1.HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANKIE!
#2.RESTRICTED.

01.03.10
Went to celebrate Frankie birthday at pasir ris.
But Dawn couldn't make it. :/

This birthday surprise was awesome.
Full of

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seriously man...

The first LOL happened when we were waiting for 89 at pasir ris bus stop.
All I can say is...
RETARDED.

WE BUMP INTO THE COUPLE.

& we quickly run behinf the advertisment to hide.
LOL

Luckily dumb Frankie didn't spot us.
MUAHHAHA xD
But jingyi did. -.-

Stupid Daryl did lots of entertainment on that.
Laughs.

Moving on,
The second LOL thing happened when we were about to surprise him with balloons.

THANKS TO THE BIG WIND.

my balloon flew away...

)))):
& they kept laughing & laughing.

Noone went to chase after it ):
sobsob.

But luckily is a letter "P".
Sooooo, we thought after adding p square.
There won't be any more problems.

WHO KNOWS?!?!!?

More & more balloon flew away again & again.....

Very sad right ?
But those animals laugh like m.a.d
stupid.

Joined them with kite flying after singing song :D
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Had dinner at Just Acia, I guessed.
Quite coooool.
Free flow of drinks & ICECREAM!

:DDDD

(thumbs up!)

After that, we took 89 back to hougang.
& there goes Frankie house :D

PICTURES TIME.
FOR MORE, facebook ((((((:

balloooooooooons!

H for Hweemay.

Innocent act cute boyboy.

BLOWWWWW

"KAIXIN"

I love this pic (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

(JY favourite ***)

#2.Restricted

I start to realise my life is full of restrictions.

At the age of 17.

Freedom of speech & everything.

But, I'm not having it.

why?

why no one bother to try putting themselves in my shoe.

Think as an adult.

Are you thinking wisely?

Or everything that came to your mind you would just blurt it out?

Soon, I will not be able to take it anymore.

I did try.

I played my part.

Self -reflection is what it takes.

I won't blame anyone for the cause.

Maybe it was me, who didn't make a clear stand from the start.

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Thursday, February 25, 2010/4:40 AM

Okay, back to blogger.
( ...currently at B house ... )

These few days quite busy lah.
Busy with Np stuff. ohmy.
I wonder if the girls will to us proud...
MOST PROBABLY WILL :D

hahaha.

Okay, moving on...
Not to worry, BOYS TEAM HAD
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NEW RECORD.

AWESOMEEE ^^

Went for job interview today.
I think confirm can't make it de lah.
Standard damn high sio.
SIAN LOH...

JOBLESS ONCE AGAIN

I think once got second chance...
I'll just heck everything & go for a job.
I neeeeeeeed $$$. tupid.

I just learn something called, Leet. I guessed ?
QUITE.... hmmmm..
Coooooool~

Soomething like that>
|-|3|_|_0, /\/\y |\|@/\/\3 5 /\/\/-\'/. y0\_/ ?

Hello, My name is May. You?

But anyway, Im still not pro in it. I took 3mins to type that ?
LOL.
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Okay, the content above is quite random.
& I shall move on :D
After interview went shopping.

WHAT A FRUITLESS TRIP.

But, at least I bought a new bag, Nike.
:DD yeah, baby.

Then we visited Jeremy.
HAHA.
He damn poor thing. Never drink BubbleTea for like months.
Laughs. xD Okay lah.
Going sleep soon.

PNGAHB IS NAGGING ME TO SLEEP! Zzzz.
Pictures time.

Look @ him. Pervt right ? LOL

ROCK IT! xD

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Monday, February 15, 2010/11:35 PM

IM SO HAPPY!!! :DDDDD
Ask me why!!! QUICK.
HAHAHA.

BECAUSE...

I
HAVE
ANG
POWS!
:DDD

& PNGAHB say IM money minded..
BUT!
I don't care :D hehe

CHUYI/VALENTINE,
went to da gu house to bai nian.
Very tired sia. chuxi 7am then sleep. Hmmm, but had alot of food there.
Haha. Quite bored. Soooo... TOOK PICTURES :D

Valentine...
Dear very slow loh. Let me wait for him till so long. So went to clarke quay to view scenery :D quite nice lah. Alot of couples there. haha. Then still got people sit the bungy jump. I think its call the .... bungy jump ? HAHAHA. Okay.. Then didnt receive anything from dear. NO FLOWERS, NO CHOCO. BUT...... had ice-cream! Weeeeeeet~ HAAGEN DAZS lovely! haha. That wasn't in our plan. Just random thoughts. Haha. Sooooo.... pictures again. Quite cute & funny?

SCROLL TO VIEW MORE! :D

CHUER,
Dear came to my house to bai nian. Then went granny house.
:D
HAHAHA .funfunfun.
Every year, I love this day the MOST. Can catch up with my cousins. & ... the stupid ahyun still do maths when playing BLACKJACK. OMG...
STOPIT!

LOL. OKAY I lose quite alot.. like 10 plus. But all is mommy sponsor. =x & my cousin qiqi, win 60plus. DAMN! LOL!

But.... still okay lah. Learn my lesson. play less less. play with own $$$
haha :D

okay, Im tired. Going out later.
& tmr staying home.
collect angpows ! :D HAPPY!

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