I've lost touch with blogger for quite sometime...
#1.Sister ROM
#2.Singapore Poly
#3.DEEP IN MY HEART
Had been going out almost everyday.
Thats why Im being banned from going out today. :(
sobsob.
#1.Sister ROM
The most recent occassion should be my sister ROM[28th March].
Went to Thaipan restaurant. ((:
The place looked quite vintage & I like it alot. ^^
The room was well-decorated with red balloons.
Actually they still had another reason behind it .....
>>>
They asked everyone to write down their blessing to the couple on the balloon.
So I wished them BE HAPPY & STAY HEALTHY.
+++ SWEET SWEET LOVE FOREVER <3>
Hmm, proceed to outside to let our balloon fly up to the sky (:
How beautiful...
Then my sister throw her bouquet for her sister(s) to catch. & unfortunately I caught it.
[felt rather guilty fighting it over with people much MATURE than me :/ ]
I looked super shocked & U.G.L.Y then.
I tried to hit the bouquet away from me,
BUT I failed.
[Reaction slow, bouquet heavy, blahblahblah.....]
Followed by "yam seng"
Then buffet :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
[long awaited. Damn hungry. :x]
Up next, photograph session by Mr Png.
THANKS.
&
H.S.H :D
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#2.Singapore Poly
Gosh,
school is starting soon.
So not prepared. :/
I'm still wondering if I should go for school camp on the 4th- 8th april.
How?
I didn't receive any phone/email/sms/anything regarding to the camp.
I'm worried...
Went to Singapore Poly yesterday.
I think I saw people camping there...
Like playing station games?
Similar to Soapy maths...
I can't imagine myself playing that when I last did that on my 13th.
Zzzz.
I saw the campers running around the school.
With the "PSL" giving timing to them like "10, 9, 8...." just to make them run faster.
OMG!
It gonna be really embarassed doing all these at the age of 17 I guessed.
:/
BUT HOW?
I paid for the camp le. :/
OHYAH!!!
I found out something REALLY COOL....
Last saturday,
I went to some HDB building directly opposite temasek poly to help my sister collect stuff.
&&&
I just realised that the trip from Hougang to TP is approximately 1hour!
WHICH MEANS.....
Is around the same timing for me to travel from Hougang to SP.
Wooohoooooo~
I FELT DAMN RELIEVE! xDD
& The last thing I'm pretty concern is getting a Part Time job.
Noone understand how much I want to get a job now.
:/
Is good for experience & also extra allowance for myself.
I really don't know.
Maybe I should wait for school to start & take a look at my time table then decide.
Maybe I work for at most 6 months?
The most important thing is.......
I MUST BE ABLE TO COPE. JYs le.
When I'm very sure that I can cope well.
No one can stop me for working, not even my mum.
Because of one reason, "I know myself BEST". (:
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#3.DEEP IN MY HEART
Like what I said, I had been going out very often recently.
& Of course many things had happen.
& There's something which make me really really depressed.
No one knows about it except png.
No one stands in my shoe.
No one understands.
I can only put on a mask & smoke through.
Trying to avoid won't help at all.
I've to face it,
& understand it never gonna be the same anymore...
I once ask myself will it be the same?
I didn't have any answer.
But now...
It was he/she/them that make me even sure of the answer is no.
Never the same.
He/She/They had no idea how I felt that moment.
Now then I realised how hard it is to be a leader.
I was once a leader,
but I never knew I failed that badly.
A leader job wasn't easy,
leading a group of friends/people...
It's really hard to satisfy each & everyone needs.
& when troubles come,
everyone will be pointing their fingers at the leader,
blaming he/she.
HOW UNFAIR?
In the first place, everyone in the team plays a part.
Everyone is responsible & expected to help the leader.
An old saying state that:
"When you are pointing finger at others,
you have four other fingers pointing at yourself."
Simple reasoning,
Am i right?
From now on,
I don't think I wish to be a leader anymore.
UNLESS, necessary.
.
.
.
Many happenings, happy & sad.
But if you ask me to forget about the unhappiness.
I will not do it.
Because what had happened, already did.
It's worth remembering it.
signing off @ 2.54am.
